“I wish everyone would just stop falling in love…”
(Source: absenceofeloquence)
I feel like a fool looking over there all the time.
4oclock
And I can still feel myself twitch every so often. And my sense of knowing where my body parts are feels off. And the time still feels wrong.
Gravity. I feel you pulling me down tiny atom bits at a time. Even pulling down my thoughts and memory
Bernie
It’s getting more intense. Like I feel these shock waves off my body and my toes are twitching and it’s energy rushing through my body. And I think this is what an orgasm feels like ahahshha or maybe this is what it feels like to go to nirvana. And I feel like I need to pee. And I’m genuinely worried that if I dont keep moving and thinking that I’m going to become paralyzed and as I’m writing it feels like I daydreamed your response and I’m like why am I writing this and then a string of thoughts zooms by reminding what’s happenslss
And oh my god I can hear all my bones moving. I don’t want to post this but yeah
Everyone has those moments where they’re like.. this is a super shit idea. But it sounds fun. So fuck it. Ima do it anyways.
Charlie McDonnell - Time To Reply
“Wooo… That song has emotions in it… WEIRD.”
Do they see what really lies beneath my eyes
My smile
Maybe if I could stay with you for a while
I might have some sense of direction
Because right now I’m lost
I don’t seem to want to find myself anytime soon
And I really don’t know what the hell I’m going to do
I only know one thing and that is,
I’d rather be with you
I see the innocence
and inner sense of a child
within him..wild,
while the eyes reconcile
emotions both livid and vivid
despite the bodily frame, a bit timid.
A bit intimate,
as I take advant(age) of an age that seems timeless.
Priceless. His stare entices
every attention that alleviates my inner tensions.
He understands my intentions.
I understand his inner dimensions.
His inner demons unmentioned.
His inner demeanor unquestioned.
And I’m questing through a thirst quenched by a hunger satisfied through his knowledge and experiences. I want to be part of his experience. I want my experience to have a part with him. And if the day allows for time to be apart, then let it be a journey conquered that my daily routine wishes to endure. I’d take nightly walks to be in the presence of a force unforced by nature. He is naturally down to earth, and I..a bit r-o-o-t-ed with the past has learned to grow in the present in his presence far from perfection of a white-picket fence.
I find myself without mechanisms of defense.
I find myself
with no need for defense.
