We Just Are.

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-Chuck Palahniuk

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No matter how careful you are, there’s going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn’t experience it all. There’s that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should have been paying attention. Well get used to that feeling. That’s how your whole life will feel like someday.

Chuck Palahniuk (via penseesduchoeur)

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‘Our real discoveries come from chaos,’ Brady yells, ‘from going to the place that looks wrong and stupid and foolish.’

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‘I’m only doing this because it’s just about the biggest mistake I can think to make. It’s stupid and destructive, and anybody you ask will tell you I’m wrong. That’s why I have to go through with it.’

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Love me, love me, love me, love me, love me, love me, love me, I’ll be anybody you want me to be. Use me. Change me. I can be thin with big breasts and big hair. Take me apart. Make me into anything, but just love me.

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the future I wanted is gone. The future I was promised. Everything I expected. The way everything was supposed to turn out. Happiness and peace and love and comfort.

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Pillow talk.
Almost all the time, you tell yourself you’re loving somebody when you’re just using them.
This only looks like love.

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Give me violent revenge fantasies as a coping mechanism. Flash.

Who I was before the accident is just a story now. Everything before now, before now, before now, is just a story I carry around. I guess that would apply to anybody in the world. What I need is a new story about who I am.
What I need to do is fuck up so bad I can’t save myself.

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‘When you understand,’ Brandy says ‘that what you’re telling is just a story. It isn’t happening anymore. When you realize the story you’re telling is just words, when you can just crumble it up and throw your past in the trashcan,’ Brady says, ‘then we’ll figure out who you’re going to be.’

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